SCREWEDDD.

my LES interview is major screwed!
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cmi le lahhhhh. i can think of so many pro-er people who will get in.

well, wasn't meant to be an easy interview. but all my crapping and not reading the newspaper and knowing ZERO about what MM lee said in the papers this monday got seen through and dug out thoroughly. traumatising experience.

reading newspapers is not my thing. T.T
having to read newspapers for the sake of things like GP and PW and LES interviews is kind of sad.
spending all your time reading newspapers and not reading any books is sadder. (remember that chinese compre about the uselessness of 资讯 and why you should read a book any day?)
articulating the mess of thoughts in my brain into full-strung coherent sentences is also not my thing. i'm a visual learner, thank you very much.
i don't want to go for another scholarship interview ever again! that's how traumatising it was. i'll just pay my own university fees by slogging somewhere and get a normal degree and get a job that i want to do and not a job that my family and the society and people who want me to make money in the future want me to do. and live my life MY WAY. and not how you think my life should be lived.
(suddenly qr's lifetime ambition of being a taitai doesn't seem as absurd as i thought it was.)

i probably screwed bio olympiad selection test as well, but omg i really really want to get in because it means tons of extra bio stuff you get taught and explained by good teachers. and you don't even have to go do presentations or whatever! just do 200 mcq questions! (i just want to go learn all the nice topics and flunk all the tests, but of course the school wouldn't allow that, would they?)

getting scolded for things like drawing things on a blank piece of paper and studying at the computer the whole day is not helping. neither is PW.

i sense something bubbling underneath our class that's going to explode someday. probably near the exams.

how how how how procrastinating like siao. and i always type procrastinating as procrastinationg.

Labels: random, school, 日本語

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 10:23 PM