yurayurayurayura

i miss choir.

miss singing in a warmed-up voice.
miss having control over my voice.
miss the harmonies.
miss the feeling.
miss the people too.

miss sop 2s.

):


(this happened because i shouted my head off at MAF and came home with a perfectly warmed-up voice. then it hit me like a sack of potatoes.)

Labels: choir

Friday, September 25, 2009 9:43 PM

variable number tandem repeats.

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夜が　夜が僕らを試してるな
夜が　この夜が僕を試してるな
夜が　夜が僕らを試してるな
夜が　この夜が僕を試してるな

溜め息はひとつだけ
君と僕の夜空が悲しく曇ったんだ

透き通る君の声　夜の風で消えた
僕は目を閉じたんだ

聴こえてる聴こえてる聴こえてる聴こえてるフリをしただけ
聴こえてる聴こえてる聴こえてる聴こえてるフリをした

夜が　夜が僕らを試してるな
夜が　この夜が僕を試してるな
夜が　夜が僕らを試してるな
夜が　この夜が僕を試してるな

嘘に慣れた僕らは
素直になれなくていつも一人ぼっち

片言に泳いでる　僕の服を掴んで
君は少し笑う

聴こえてる聴こえてる聴こえてる聴こえてるフリをしただけ
聴こえてる聴こえてる聴こえてる聴こえてるフリをした

just amazed at how they can repeat their lyrics so many times and so slowly and still pull it off.

(it was written to be haiku-like. i'll intro the song another day, maybe.)


(and just showing off the new blockquote. ^^)

--

school has become a place to slack now! *gaspshockhorror* =.=
can't study with other people.
so it's been quite fun for the past week. because i haven't been doing much in school.

god i am so screwed.


friday night and the lights are low,
and my brain is not working~.

Labels: music, sakanaction, school

Friday, September 18, 2009 10:08 PM

むかつく！

no holiday's complete without crashing someone's house. (it was quite unintended this time.)
even though i did zilch yesterday in terms of working towards striking things of the study list, i'm lagging behind my self-torturous schedule by many distasteful things. (don't feel like doing = skip, hence the current situation.)


found out how to not make my mp3 blast music even at volume 1.
(for those who don't know, sonicgear's earphones play your tracks damn loud.)
i <3 samsung because it has an equaliser which solves all the problems. just stuff all the settings to minimum and voila! i'm back to the volume i used to have.
not sure whether i should be happy or sad, because the past 6 months blasting music have been GLORIOUS. now i can't hear anything except the singing. /: and the equaliser bars have been edging back up.
however, the damage done ... probably shortened my hearing lifespan by a few years.
T.T
i feel kind of stupid.
but when my mp3 dies (it's gonna happen soon), i'll get samsung. or any other player that has an equaliser. (ha, ipod touch! i think the bass booster is fei. i can adjust how whiny i want my singers to be. :D)
oh, and gazillions of storage space, please.
the joy of being OCD about your music!


somehow i can't do work today.
it's hot, my hair is screwed (really.) and it keeps falling all over the place, i'm stuck in differentiation and integration for revision booklet AND revision lecture AND MPTP tuts. really, really painful.
むかつくうううううううううううううううううっっ！！！
brain doesn't function properly at night, thus i'm here.


i like this line from マダラ蝶:
変わる事の無いものに　美しさなんて見出せない
it doesn't really make sense (unchanging things can be beautiful too) but it sounds nice.


projects i want to embark on after promos:
1. make own stereograms. not the complicated kind, the 3D kind. theoretically they should be doable.
2. make new header. some ideas swimming around.
3. make list of places that i must want to go when in japan. e.g. akiba and the life-sized gundam.
4. learn all the lyrics i wanted to learn.

projects i do not want to embark on after promos:
1. PW.


じゃ、な。

Labels: music, pissed off, random, school

Thursday, September 10, 2009 9:08 PM

uniqlo hits the spot

AND SO MANY MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

*dies*

the style is my favouriteeeeeeeee.
AHHHHH CANNOT STAND IT I WANT TO BUY ALL THE SHIRTS IN THE STORE!!!

lucky insane managed to get nice nice nice nice stuff!

I AM SAVING MONEY AND I AM BUYING SOMETHING I DON'T CARE THIS SHALL BECOME MY MOTIVATION TO STUDY FOR PROMOS or something.

Labels: random

Monday, September 7, 2009 11:08 PM

aaaaand ...

it's mugging season again!

T.T

i look at my sis's study list and i want to kill myself.
she started studying the same time as me. (ok, ignoring the fact that she still spends half the time on the computer.)

everyone complains about how bio is crazy and all, but my chem file and gp file are catching up too.

haven't been on the computer for 3 days. but, by the looks if it, neither has anyone else.


ok, just complaining.

gonna be disappearing for long periods of time! (yeah, like anyone is reading this, anyway.)

Labels: random, school

9:48 PM

flops down on the floor in a pile of goo.

the written report is finally handed in and in some lookable state! as compared to the mess of words with different fonts and colours and highlighting and whatnot just the day before.

also, i'm feeling irrationally high about the wordcount.
yes, i know, we'll kill ourselves cutting it.
but it's kind of ... exhilarating to go off the extreme end.

i wonder if i'll miss it. after all, i like group work.
*forgets about all the painful things about pw* *gets bashed* *remembers*
maybe it doesn't seem so bad now. wait till OP comes and i'm major screwed. ~.~


jap oral today

i don't think i'm taking jlpt 1, because i really think i'll fail this year.
besides, i don't even know half the stuff in jlpt 2 yet. (this is just self-justification.)
let's settle promos and OP and all that jazz first, shall we.


*tired*

i need to get back my pre-blocks brain. in absorbing mode and everything.
for now, it's still a pile of goo.


where has my preview button gone? ...

Labels: school, 日本語

Thursday, September 3, 2009 9:31 PM