ほしい。

--

何やってんだろう、私。

人の期待に沿って生きるか、期待を裏切って勝手に生きるか。

心が変わった。気づいた。

自分の生き方で生きたい。
でも指定された道から離れると、やっぱいけない。
「正しい」ものは苦しい。やりがいがない。
沿わなきゃから悔しい。

精神はこの複雑すぎる世界から逃げる。
夢と妄想の世界で方向を見失う。
引き籠る。
理由は言いわけにすぎないことを知ってるのに。


誰なんだろう、私。
誰になったんだろう。

Labels: life, sakanaction, want

Thursday, January 14, 2010 6:12 PM

*死んで天国に行った*

first.

insane's excellent recommendation.
ff versus XIII.

THIS IS FREAKING AMAZING!!!

帅死了帅死了帅死了帅死了帅死了！！！


i like this one.

the graphics are godly! unbelievable. must watch for yourself. cannot describe. it's just DAMN SHUANG. *incoherent screaming*


add on the suit:

*dies*

this is heaven. the picture sizes don't do it justice. (but i think you can click :D)


i really hope more trailers and stuff come out soon.

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second.

been watching nano-mugen festival 2009 for the past 2 days. and just want to say these things.

the lead singer of spitz is cute! (although i think he's past 45 already.)

O.o that sounded quite weird, there ...

unicorn is also another great find, they're really funny and natural on stage.
so is ben folds, who's a genius with the piano. i wonder how the pianos take his banging. and it's really banging, no kidding.
straightener played a new song i like.
and it was nice to see sakanaction. (but the lead got no support XD)

more importantly, ajikan has improved again! *happy* all the old songs i didn't really like because of the screaming were beautifully done. and they're all back to normal.

MOST importantly,


T.T (they're not selling it anymore, btw.)

it's not that impossible to go nano-mugen fes, because 1) it happens bi-anually and 2) it's actualy affordable! not like crazy tickets which cost more than hundred bucks. plus you get to see, what, more than 10 bands?

want want want. *sparkle*

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clubdam has rin toshite shigure but doesn't have lostage whyyyy!

Labels: asian kung-fu generation, final fantasy, music, want

Sunday, October 11, 2009 8:22 PM

*O* おおおおおおおおおおおおおおお！

I WANT THESE OMG.

THEY'RE PERFECT WITHOUT BEING AA AND ALL! ... and not that ex as well. *O* so PRETTYYYYY. i want to buyyyyy.

*mind churning thinking how to*
T.T

Labels: gundam 00, want

Sunday, July 5, 2009 4:40 PM