お礼を言う

whoops, 3 days late.

but THANK YOU everyone for the apple pie, and the die (like some continuation of last year's poker cards, yes, because "sometimes cards are just not enough"), and the cake, and the hugs and the smses. ((((: even though you're busy with pw and all.

i have something in mind with the die XD
(and send me the pics!)

anyway, THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH! <3
friendship is still the best present of all. :D

Labels: announcement, friends

Saturday, October 31, 2009 12:44 PM

ゲヘ！

変でいやな状況になっている。

みんなにどう言えばいいのかな。
いつものようにいたいなのにね。

なああんでいつもこんな状態になってるのよおおお！もう。

Labels: random

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 11:09 PM

知ってた？

"That" is famous for being able to be repeated five times and still be grammatically correct, as in the phrase: “They say that that 'that' that that person said sounded dodgy".

Labels: random

Saturday, October 24, 2009 11:57 AM

じーっ。

emotional rollercoasters are not good, yes?

--

i can't say i'm happy, but i feel more ... normal now?

(what my maths teacher said to me hurt. and it only hurt because it's probably the truth, and i haven't realized it till now.)

--

everything's falling apart!
perhaps i'm just overreacting.

maybe it's the recent atmosphere.
maybe it's me.

i'm afraid to lose them, the things that took so many years to build. truly, genuinely afraid for the first time in my life.

--

なぜ？
なぜなんだろう。

Labels: emo

Thursday, October 22, 2009 8:26 PM

and the heart breaks all over again

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　無　僕　傷　あ　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　意　の　つ　の　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　味　知　け　日
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　だ　ら　合　君
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　っ　な　っ　 の
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　て　い　て　涙
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　わ　君　い　の
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　か　が　た　わ
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　っ　い　よ　け
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　た　る　　　を
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　よ　過　　　知
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　去　　　っ
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　に　　　た
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　怯　　　と
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　え　　　し
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　て　　　て
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　も　　　も

trying something. (uh oh a bit crooked)

--

there's racial discrimination, gender discrimination, intelligence discrimination ...

... and then there's subject discrimiation.
or you can call it marginalization of the minority.

i don't trust the school to solve my problems for me anymore.

i'll find my own way around in this big, overwhelming, spinning mess.

...

i need time off from all the noise and the computer to zen.

--

on a side note.

suzuken has a frikkin album now. O.O


first impression: pretty normal stuff (with previous singles), but slightly disconcerting. it's liked being constantly poked while trying to sleep or understand something. er. that's the kind of feeling i got.
it also has some cool concept thing going on (like "BIRTH" and "Re:BIRTH", you know? "becoming soon" and "becoming"?), but i'll leave that till i can confirm it somewhere.
above all, it never fails to be cheerful.

i am talking about this like a normal album. *mind spins*

*spins some more*

THIS IS SO WEIRD. :D

Labels: music, school

Sunday, October 18, 2009 9:55 PM

yosh.

2 worries down.

don't even care if i screw maths anymore! :D

--

edit:

とにかく。

it's that time of the year again.

new stuff coming out/ already out! ^^ (i love this season's OPs and EDs~)

哀しみはきっと - UVERworld (28 oct)
From Dusk Till Dawn - abingdon boys school (?) (this is the kind of stuff from abs i've been waiting forrrrrr!)
最後まで - Aqua Timez (already out)
はじまりの日 - スガ シカオ [suga shikao] (25 nov)
月明かり　の 道標 - ステレオポニー [stereopony] (4 nov)
It's All Too Much/ Never Say Die - YUI (already out)
Ghost†Heart - LM.C (4 nov)

and i highly recommend CLONE by ストレーテナー [straightener].


i don't think wikipedia is supposed to do this:

it doesn't link to a player, btw. XD

期待しています。

Labels: music, school

Saturday, October 17, 2009 10:50 AM

if only i'd done this sooner.

making a blogskin by hand is so satisfying!

(>:D go see class blog.)

plus, you get to control every single thing. even though i had to scan a few things (like the torn paper and the "chalk" which was done with oil pastels. yeah, i cheated. who keeps chalk at home nowadays?). and you don't have to credit anybody because you grab stuff off the internet from all over the place.

...

i love scanners. handy things to have around. can't live without one.

--

back to school tomorrow. i'm looking forward to it, actually. except maybe the sex ed. and bio o. bio o will be the death of me!!!

Labels: computer stuff, school

Wednesday, October 14, 2009 10:01 PM

*死んで天国に行った*

first.

insane's excellent recommendation.
ff versus XIII.

THIS IS FREAKING AMAZING!!!

帅死了帅死了帅死了帅死了帅死了！！！


i like this one.

the graphics are godly! unbelievable. must watch for yourself. cannot describe. it's just DAMN SHUANG. *incoherent screaming*


add on the suit:

*dies*

this is heaven. the picture sizes don't do it justice. (but i think you can click :D)


i really hope more trailers and stuff come out soon.

--

second.

been watching nano-mugen festival 2009 for the past 2 days. and just want to say these things.

the lead singer of spitz is cute! (although i think he's past 45 already.)

O.o that sounded quite weird, there ...

unicorn is also another great find, they're really funny and natural on stage.
so is ben folds, who's a genius with the piano. i wonder how the pianos take his banging. and it's really banging, no kidding.
straightener played a new song i like.
and it was nice to see sakanaction. (but the lead got no support XD)

more importantly, ajikan has improved again! *happy* all the old songs i didn't really like because of the screaming were beautifully done. and they're all back to normal.

MOST importantly,


T.T (they're not selling it anymore, btw.)

it's not that impossible to go nano-mugen fes, because 1) it happens bi-anually and 2) it's actualy affordable! not like crazy tickets which cost more than hundred bucks. plus you get to see, what, more than 10 bands?

want want want. *sparkle*

--

clubdam has rin toshite shigure but doesn't have lostage whyyyy!

Labels: asian kung-fu generation, final fantasy, music, want

Sunday, October 11, 2009 8:22 PM

WHOOOOOOOOSH

I'M FREE I'M FREE I'M FREE I'M FREE I'M FREE I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

free to slack on the com!
free to sleep till 12!
free to watch stuff!
free to go library!
free to go out!
free from gp and chem and maths and jap and bio!


...at least for the next 3 days.

still. :D

Labels: random

Saturday, October 10, 2009 9:18 AM

sigh.

gp over.

read up on so much things, in the end, what i used was from sunday's lifestyle paper (well, the bookends section. i wish it had been the fakebook section, but it's not.) which i just read at like 9 pm the previous night.
=.=

always cheat my feelings.
气死人！


on a side note, i can't write "proto-oncogene" properly! >(
it turns out to be "proto-concogene".
气死人！


4 more days. then i'm gonna go out and play like crazy.

Labels: school

Monday, October 5, 2009 6:25 PM

*heartache*

i've learned my lesson the hard way.

THIS IS NOT HAPPENING AGAIN IN ALL THE PAPERS TO COME.

/:

Labels: pissed off, 日本語

Thursday, October 1, 2009 8:15 PM